People dont understand me. And dont understand the things im able to do. Ive heard some things from some people. You know who you are.
I don't understand why people feel the need to talk about someone behind there backs.. I have eyes and ears.. even when i dont play. I know everything thats going on. Like a good leader should.
Lately i've been thinking alot about the guild. My time i spend on gw and so on. I feel that if people want to act immature i will end up doing one of the following:
1. Go on my own but keep the guild on an another account. No one realizes that having a guild and being there for people is something i love to do. But i cant do it if people want to say things like this behind my back thinking i wont find out. Like who gives a fuck about me. Well then, why are you here?
2. I can just always kick everyone i feel isn't right for the guild. Who doesnt feel that people need to be treated with respect. Like ive said a million times. This is a family guild. It was started with just me and my aunt and has grown into so many others. I have no problem going back to just me and my aunt.. And of course those who feel everyone should be treated with respect. Once again those people know who they are.
For now on, if i dont say hi. Or i dont talk. Its because im off doing what i need to do. No longer will i have long conversations with anyone except a select few that hasnt stabbed me in my back.
Those who are concerned about the saftey of the guild silently pm me your thoughts. If you feel you need to stay in the guild and so on and so forth.
This has never been a game to me. Its been my get away from people that feel the need to be cruel like people have been.
If you feel the need to leave the guild. Then do so. Its your choice. No longer will i stress on the perfect guild. If in the end it falls that way then so be it. If it falls to just me and my aunt and uncle and a few others then so be it. I dont need a jam packed guild. I need a guild that people treat others kindly and like a family.
Thank you all. Hope those who KNOW they didnt do anything wrong doesnt take this out of context.
Love
Rose